I wanted to be yours so much; and today no more of me, with you. Fatal! Your lips stopped pronouncing a name calling me, now they only pronounce it in honor of absence.
How much do you miss me? , how much ? That I'm not sorry.
What songs tear your soul apart because you know I'm not there anymore?.
God damn! We fucked up don't we?.
No more springs laying in the armchair, no more December going to look at the lights of different trees to see which ones looked better.
I wanted to be with you so bad! Tell me now, how do we let loose?
I don't have you on social media, you know I have a bad memory, I never record your phone number.
Go get you ? Not even thinking about it.
You call me drunk and crazy, thinking that my rational self wouldn't run to tell you that, I'm dying because you're here!
Not knowing that sober I think of you more than drunk.
Drunk; I cry for you.
Sober; I crave you, I miss you, you shut me up, I miss you. And I want you here! Here I deserve.
Where so much space, but it's the perfect one for you to fit.
I so, so wanted to be yours!
And the plan failed me.
-Mariana Doctor.
What songs tear your soul apart because you know I'm not there anymore?.
God damn! We fucked up don't we?.
No more springs laying in the armchair, no more December going to look at the lights of different trees to see which ones looked better.
I wanted to be with you so bad! Tell me now, how do we let loose?
I don't have you on social media, you know I have a bad memory, I never record your phone number.
Go get you ? Not even thinking about it.
You call me drunk and crazy, thinking that my rational self wouldn't run to tell you that, I'm dying because you're here!
Not knowing that sober I think of you more than drunk.
Drunk; I cry for you.
Sober; I crave you, I miss you, you shut me up, I miss you. And I want you here! Here I deserve.
Where so much space, but it's the perfect one for you to fit.
I so, so wanted to be yours!
And the plan failed me.
-Mariana Doctor.
