You're going to forget me. That's a fact. You will stop thinking of me, remembering my kisses, recognizing my smell. Your gonna let me through. Maybe as fast as you let me go.
Not something that surprises me, deep down we both knew that someday it would be like this.
I knew we'd be strangers again, although now with shared memories.
I had to let you go, but now I know your way to sleep.
I told you to leave me, but you already observed the ritual I performed before I loved you.
We will fade away from each other's memory.
You'll stop remembering my voice, I'll stop wanting to find you around any day.
What an irony! I loved you so much that I forgot that someday I would have to forget you.
I'm sorry for loving you so much, for giving so much, for doing so much, for feeling so much.
I don't know how to do it any other way if it's not giving everything.
I'm no good for half-time things, for temporary loves. With you I bet everything, and even though I ended up empty-handed, I was left with a full heart. Full of you, of what we were, of the affection I had for you.
I'll keep in a little box the little garden you made for me, I'll throw in a little bag all the nice words, and I won't let anyone try to mess with the plans that one day we made ours.
Days have gone by and I know this will never be talked about again.
I know you and me, at least in this one we didn't get.
"Not anymore" you said, and although sometimes accepting that everything ends so quickly, even before it begins, hurts... It's better not to force.
I couldn't have convinced you to stay.
Love should never be begged, it is born. Just like you were born that night I saw you sleeping, or that morning you said good morning while I saw you smile.
It's hard to say goodbye, these are the last letters in your name. And even if I wanted the ending to be different... I'm okay with this.
I accept that you left me before I showed you my whole world.
Before I see me dance, before I yell at you that I love you when you're drunk, before I surprise you with dinner and ask you that dessert was you.
You missed staying to find out more. To let me love you more. To kiss you more, to give you more.
Same doesn't matter anymore.
Because even knowing all this, we let go.
We stopped fighting, even knowing how hard it was to match.
And how sad! Because in the end this story will make you forget like almost everything that happens to be insignificant in your life.
I won't have a way to get you out even if I want to, there are many letters that will remind me that one day you existed.
What will they say to me:
"Do you remember meeting him?" You thought I was the man of your life"
And yes, maybe you were.
It just scared you to find out and it hurt me that it was the case.. I lost you. You lost me.
-Mariana Doctor
See you back
Available on the free market and directly with me if you'd like me to wear personalized dedication.
I knew we'd be strangers again, although now with shared memories.
I had to let you go, but now I know your way to sleep.
I told you to leave me, but you already observed the ritual I performed before I loved you.
We will fade away from each other's memory.
You'll stop remembering my voice, I'll stop wanting to find you around any day.
What an irony! I loved you so much that I forgot that someday I would have to forget you.
I'm sorry for loving you so much, for giving so much, for doing so much, for feeling so much.
I don't know how to do it any other way if it's not giving everything.
I'm no good for half-time things, for temporary loves. With you I bet everything, and even though I ended up empty-handed, I was left with a full heart. Full of you, of what we were, of the affection I had for you.
I'll keep in a little box the little garden you made for me, I'll throw in a little bag all the nice words, and I won't let anyone try to mess with the plans that one day we made ours.
Days have gone by and I know this will never be talked about again.
I know you and me, at least in this one we didn't get.
"Not anymore" you said, and although sometimes accepting that everything ends so quickly, even before it begins, hurts... It's better not to force.
I couldn't have convinced you to stay.
Love should never be begged, it is born. Just like you were born that night I saw you sleeping, or that morning you said good morning while I saw you smile.
It's hard to say goodbye, these are the last letters in your name. And even if I wanted the ending to be different... I'm okay with this.
I accept that you left me before I showed you my whole world.
Before I see me dance, before I yell at you that I love you when you're drunk, before I surprise you with dinner and ask you that dessert was you.
You missed staying to find out more. To let me love you more. To kiss you more, to give you more.
Same doesn't matter anymore.
Because even knowing all this, we let go.
We stopped fighting, even knowing how hard it was to match.
And how sad! Because in the end this story will make you forget like almost everything that happens to be insignificant in your life.
I won't have a way to get you out even if I want to, there are many letters that will remind me that one day you existed.
What will they say to me:
"Do you remember meeting him?" You thought I was the man of your life"
And yes, maybe you were.
It just scared you to find out and it hurt me that it was the case.. I lost you. You lost me.
-Mariana Doctor
See you back
Available on the free market and directly with me if you'd like me to wear personalized dedication.
